Otcil

About me:

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I am no one and only a creature to strive out of the difference along my path. Once, I thought I knew most of its all; seek for desires, moneys, and power. Got what I seeked for but there is emptiness within... Until I have met some interesting people and especially to find some silence moments to discover myself… Now I have found my journey. Even thought, I still have to face more struggling along my journey, but it a joy then a shame of lifestyle. I am here to meet more interesting people like you to better improve myself. I am an open-minded, down to earth, and respectfully person. I have made lot of mistakes in the past, struggled and discovered what the emptiness within me… I do not dare to judge anyone.

Once, I have chased things that I don't have and forget what I have had.

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To the ones I hurt, pardon me

For I did know that I had

Once, I did not live to truth

Oh! What I knew little about life

Had all ambitions, but none in peace

A sinful life style in deep abyss

Pardon me for I was a liar

A cheater, unfaithful, coward, and injustice

And all sorts of deceiver in life

Be famous and well known by man

To sell myself to the darkness pride

Of one I despised and become one

Till I see True Path of Light

Pardon me my Father, mother, and siblings

Pardon me my poor friends of life

I used you to become well known

Unfaithful the love you trust in me

A coward and injustice to your works

A cheater to the passion we had

And all deceived, pardon me my friends

Now, I know the truth of life

The secret one is who TO SERVE

First, live and be true to yourself

Then observe with optimistic on the outcome

Serve the one in needs with equality

Then repent the temptations of the world

To validate ourselves in hope for others

With peace in an eternally with all

Pardon me to the ones I hurt

Now, I will journey on the penance

Through affliction, I have hope in all

To make peace to the one within

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Please God let me be a little one of all.

I am not worthy to call out Your name,

Only whispers in the weeping of tears,

To Your inexhaustible of mercy.

To give me the will to be hated, humiliated and be crucified

In the name of Your passion.

Show me how to denounce myself for the passion of You...